.... welcome back to the darkside
Posted on Sunday, May 08, 2005 by Father McFeely

Well I know I promised more writting on this thing then I've been doing lately and I feel terrible for that. Just wanted you all to know before I get off on some rant.

When one goes through something that makes them re-evaluate their surrounds and situation it can be trying. I had something very troubling happen to me...... I went to the light side, I know I put down the torch of hooking up with random girls that would be lucky if I remembered their name come the morning and was going to looking for dare I say a relationship. Turmoil to say the least, there was highs there were lows and luckly it only lasted for almost 2 months. I had a good chance to look at what I wanted, true I don't necessarily want to be the slut my mother protrays me as anymore but at the same time.... hello it was so much easier ;). I decided I need to reboot the system, I attempted the 40 days and 40 nights adventure. Lets face it I need to remove sex from the equation and it did wonders, I rented the movie again and re-watched it and released that I needed to be happy with myself again. And it was like a light went on things became clear again, no longer was I to be the raging whore but no way I was going back to the "awww your such a nice guy" either. I went back to what I do best, live my life to the fullest and do things on my terms. Well I've gotten back on the horse, I've met some new girls getting back out there dating and it's been a blast. If something awesome happens great, if not at the very least I've made a new friend that has little friends I can mack ;). Oh yeah 40 days and 40 nights was a good thing but I only made 19 days and I don't think that stain is coming out of the shower anytime soon :p.

Check back soon cause more humor and rants will be flowing from me. I'm back WOOT!